For ipod download Bartender 512/30/2023 ![]() Of course, Evan doesn't realize he isn't the problem naturally, he also fails to pick up on the fact he's imperative to Kurt's happiness, future, and balance. I have a hard time managing, much less understanding every fluctuation stocks make, in my 401K - I cannot conceive the talent/skill Kurt had to monitor and actively trade multi-million dollar funds! Since he made it look so easy, most of his family took advantage of him worse, they forgot about his humanity and feelings. ![]() I mean, on a daily, nearly minute-by-minute basis, Kurt was incessantly following each and every stock trend that he had set for each and every person and baby/child he'd created, funded and managed portfolios for. ![]() All the pressure of holding onto his guilt for being a gay Catholic, worrying about his mother's well being, his sisters', their children's and his frat brothers' (as well as EVERY SINGLE BABY'S EACH BROTHER AND THEIR LIFE-PARTNER HAD!) financial portfolios had entrenched Kurt into a lifestyle that was slowly destroying him. His eccentric, overworked character who was so completely absorbed in and consumed by every imaginable stock exchange in the world was painstakingly portrayed to the point his tension, fatigue, and elemental caring rolled off the pages so I could practically feel it all with Kurt - he worried, planned, and projected financial successes with so much love, and when his own family took it all for granted one too many times, it about broke my heart (along with Evan's) when he snapped, breaking down. Evan came across as the perfect partner for Kurt, whose name threw me off at first, but was, again, perfect for the oldest child and only male Villanueva alpha. Aside from very minor editing issues, this book checked every box for me, from interesting, exciting, entertaining, dramatics, character development, settings, details, smooth transitions - it was all really wholeheartedly and wonderfully written. I was truly surprised to discover how much I enjoyed the reading experience, as individually, I hadn't found either writer to have attained such well-transitioned, defined writing techniques in any of their recently published works. This was a pleasing, well-written collaborative effort by Aidan and Austin Bates. This 50,000 word novel about lives lost and loves found features mpreg, mental health issues and a whole lot of sexual healing. So why do I still hope Kurt finds a way to change it? My mind isn’t changed just because I end up pregnant. If that means I have to be alone, so be it. Because I can’t deal with losing my foundation again. Its not like this relationship was supposed to be real. Maybe that’s why I fight it when Kurt shakes up the Limbo I’ve spent so long living in. And I’ve got no one left to prove anything to.īut its the last piece I have of him, and I’m not ready to let go. I don’t know what drives me to keep my brother’s bar open after he dies. Or else my fake relationship will end with very real consequences for us both. That a screw-up is the last person who should be trying to save someone else.īut I didn’t, and now I just hope we can save each other. I should’ve expected he has problems of his own. There’s a loneliness that clings to him like a shadow only I can see. It should probably surprise me how easily my mind turns to Evan, the gorgeous omega owner of the bar I like to drown my sorrows in. And since that I fended off my mom’s matchmaking with claims of a nonexistent boyfriend…I need one of those. First I need to survive my sister’s wedding with my sanity intact. Assuming I ever get back to sending those out.īut one existential crisis at a time. Maybe ‘faking it til I make it’ isn’t a skill I should be putting on my resume. Faking a relationship for a week can’t be that much harder.Ĭourse, pretending money and success was all I needed led directly to my breakdown, and lying on my mom’s couch is all I’ve been good at ever since. I faked being happy for years as a high-powered stock broker. Alternate cover edition of ASIN B07GX92KHD
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